smittenwithclay

oh my GOODNESS! "I dont have the heart" is beautiful! he sounded fantastic on the cellcert!

oh my goodness...he looks goooood

that picture where he is holding merle's hand is sure cute...he's a handsome guy, I dont even mind the clothes.. raise your hand if that surprises anyone lol

thanks...I still feel "new" and I dont want to overstep hi nicki!!

never mind..i didnt realize how far back it was, its completely not relevent anymore lol

what I understand is it was a booth rented or had for the after party, meant to be put online and looked at with a password for everyone involved...so they werent hard copy pictures, they were meant to be put up and password protected...obviously I dont know, thats just my guess..Its not like when you go the the mall, take your pictures and get the pictures through the slot.

I was just saying that..that they were starting a thread in each forum, the "men who dont blog and the women that love them" was my idea, and was meant to be snark, because i was trying to find out a name for one to go in "get aquainted" yeesh, even though it doesnt matter so much to me..I do understand wanting more blogs, and even more content..I dont understand people who are making it so personal..someone even said he must be depressed..he is pulling away...he doesnt care about us..he doesnt need us... I need a drink, and I dont drink! why do I go there then...I have no idea lol believe me, Ive asked myself that very question.

hehe dont worry, while Clay owns and set up camp in the major portion of my heart, I have other men holed up in corners here and there...TR Knight from greys anatomy, Dr Wilson from House, and Benji from 2 years ago SYTYCD nobody do I love as much as Clay, but I enjoy looking at these guys too

nasty pm's...ive gotten them, and they hurt...it makes me feel bad that anyone would be so cruel to Toni or any of those girls..

the last time I went bowling I was minding my business and ended up getting asked for my phone number from a man!! first time in my life (that was a couple years ago on my birthday)...he didnt call..not such a good memory after all lol I suck too..but I do an awesome gutterball dance

oh my..isnt not being a fan of clays butt grounds for dismissel?? (just in case that isnt clear, I am joking lol)

for those that like to know when anything changes no matter how small lol clays display picture on his myspace has been changed from the OMWH cover to this siiiiigh, Im going to need a minute... he looks so hot there.

I think theres something wrong with me lol it truly doesnt annoy me when he doesnt blog..would it be easy? possibly..but I cant say how easy it is for him, because Im not in his head...its hard for me not to give him the benefit of the doubt knowing 20 percent of the information..

Im different I guess because I think Clay does blog quite a lot, does he go through moments where he doesnt? sure...but he isnt a robot. However, last year August to january he blogged A LOT. and then he didnt blog when he was in spamalot, which I can understand because he was doing spam every night and recording all day..I was exhausted reading his schedule..and then he blogged once a month August, September, October and November which I thought was pretty good...so I feel like Im getting my monies worth as far as blogs. I cant say he doesnt work harder then me, because I dont think we see all the work he does..I think the majority of it goes on behind the scenes and we just see the "ending" of what he does.. Im one who rarely wants, needs or expects a blog and is happy when I get one.

im sure if all 10 cant stay till tomorrow Clay and the foundation will think of something else to make up for it...cant do nothing about mother nature..darnit

i believe they are all there...the last one got out yesterday? someone can correct me if Im wrong.

congrats liney Ive been on a diet since Easter almost 2 years ago, and Im still not where I want to be, I still have 60lbs to go I lost 30, and then I went through hell in my personal life, and so I wasnt doing it for months, and now when I moved for some reason I lost my apetite so I figured that was a good time to start dieting again, and Ive been doing good...but I dont have my scale so I dont know how much Ive lost..im impatient though, I have yet to go down a size in my pants..thats when Ill be celebrating...60lbs is to daunting, so Im trying to keep smaller goals, but its hard, I was a size 10 in high school and then I went to college and my freshman 15 turned into a freshman 50 lol I havent hit the amount that I started at, and Im still trudging along.

I refuse to believe everything, if things check out for me Ill believe them...if they dont check out for me I wont those hands and that head definitely dont check out lol but its not that big of a deal, photoshops are fun and harmless as long as they arent meant to be harmful...I love looking at the thread at the OFC where they have clay "visiting" different countries, and they photoshop him different places lol its cute..its in the "dear Clay" thread if anyone wants to read a harmless, fun, no angst thread..

the hands are out of proportion with the head

freaky, about the time you talked to me on here I sent you an email things are good..I like California a lot, the weather has been beautiful, which I guess is not normal for this time of year...I am still adjusting to the job, being on duty constantly is difficult..trying to figure out where my rights begin and my responsibilities end...but all that will come with time.

oh my goodness LOVE THEM!! Im already for the new Moon movie but if you go see the movie, go with low expectations, its not like the book, its low budget and there are a few eye rolling moments, I went with low expectations and didnt expect it to be super and I enjoyed it very much lol im having a disagreement with myself..dont mind me.

I wish another song had been used. The event and its results do not match the song. the first song I thought of for a montage was weight of the world...the montage is beautiful..but I dont think the song matched the "event" I met the Bay area clay fans today, had such a good time...it was mostly good to get out of the house..Im on duty 24/7 and this is the first time I got out for some me time since ive been here.

I guess its a thin line between what is "pushing" someone away, what some people see as attacking..I see as disagreeing, having a discussion..ive always believed that discussion and even disagreeing is healthy...I hope people would feel comfortable disagreeing with me, I rarely see people being pushed away when other people see it...

I changed my mind...I dont know if Im making any sense, and i certainly dont want to make anyone feel like Im not listening to them....

ditto ditto..I personally think there is a line where it gets cruel..of course my line is probably in a different place then most people's lol I never look at someone and think how bad they look, so I cant understand how thats helpful...of course everyone isnt like me...to their help probably lol I'm posthoing but I missed this while I was typing. Smitten, I think it would be better if more people were like you. I don't think I've ever seen you write a negative post. awww arent you sweet at 12 I liked The beach Boys...and that was in 94..I aint joking lol