smittenwithclay

ditto ditto..I personally think there is a line where it gets cruel..of course my line is probably in a different place then most people's lol I never look at someone and think how bad they look, so I cant understand how thats helpful...of course everyone isnt like me...to their help probably lol

the OFC as actually been pretty standard on shipping..and they are going by what clay wants (so they say...or so the admin says lol) so there hands realy are tied, if there was posts about women in there, it was probably an oversite..the mods at the OFC are more stuck then most boards, they have a certain set of rules that they have to follow put in their by someone else, where other non official boards the mods are pretty much in charge..there they are more "puppets" that do what theyre told...thats what I understand anyways. as far as Clay looks, he looks very monty pythonish, very british IMO..and handsome, did I mention that?

*pout* I thought for sure we would see pictures of professor Aiken..thats all I need, just one picture of Clay....sigh. I dont care who else is in the picture with him..I..just...wanna...see..one!! what? im not obessed

the couch-tomato band is shaping up very nicely lol well, my sisters and brother are keeping my mom in grandchildren pretty steadily so I dont have to worry about it..Id like to be the one to worry about it, for once..but it isnt in the cards for me yet lol my older sister has 2 (one due last October) my brother has one due in May, my younger sister has a 19 month old son and I just found out last night that she is pregnant again..due in August.

a gong? hahaha thats wonderful.. is anyone else thinking, after they hear our band people will be begging for the orchestras? lol

I would agree. I would much prefer to see you dressed long before Clay. Oh, now that's just COLD. HAHAHAHAHA

what about a kazoo? that doesnt take much skill lol

gosh I cant look at him and not smile I got the bart schedule from Daly city to San Francisco, one of these days when I dont feel completely out of place Im going to see if I can actually figure out how to get somewhere lol Ive driven everywhere in Oregon, so ive never had to rely on public transportation..

hehe ditto it was amazing though, what the orchestra could do to some of those upbeat songs he sang..who knew that they could do sexy back and The way You Make Me Feel...I think they could do the songs on OMWH, but Id take him with a band too.. "I dont care how you get here(or who you sing with) just get here" would LOVE it! I think it would be fun to hear it again

july 20th I went to san francisco today, but it was foggy we couldnt see the bridge, we'll probably go another day when its more clear and we can go starting in the morning..I also saw the beach, which Ive seen in Oregon, but never in california

yup Im here, so far not much different then being back in oregon except my family isnt here lol

I don think its a gay thing (whatever that is)...some straight men wear makeup...IE DC on tour (apparently) and Daughtry and other singers who I cant think of now.

oh not me, I look fabulous all the time..I wake up in the morning looking like a better version of Jennifer Aniston. what? dont look at me like that..its true hehe or not..

this is merely a question on curiosity...I know Ive seen Chris Daughtry wear eye makeup in pictures when he's out...I dont think Ive noticed him without it (although I dont seek out pictures of him) why dont people say he looks like a woman? is it because he has harder features? and clays features are softer (and gorgeous might I add)

I thought whenever we see pictures where he is out, like walking down the street or whatever he doesnt have makeup on..I didnt think that he started wearing makeup a lot until he started spamalot...maybe Im just unobservant and dont notice it lol I barely noticed it at the parade until it became a touchy point on the boards...maybe I need to pay more attention lol Clay also has said many times that people just dress him, or they do with his hair what they want ETC, those comments lead me to believe that he doesnt care much what anyone does with him, and I dont see him as someone who would just decide to put on makeup when he didnt need it.

I definitely want and expect a tour within the near future...Ill just expect a tour until he tells me otherwise lol

thanks for those that understood me, sometimes I think I post more words hoping I would start making more sense, and it doesnt turn out that way...it just comes out more confusing lol my reaction came from the other day, when I made a comment that I didnt mind the Jenna Bush picture and was told that my love blinds me...stuff like that hurts, I feel like I should find something I dont like, just so I dont get comments like that lol but I cant do it.. I watched the "ugly americans" thing, oh my goodness I was cracking up..you couldnt pay me enough to act like that anywhere, though when I went to Canada with my friend I did wear a shirt that said "what does eh mean?" probably not the best idea lol

I get a little offended when, because I think Clay looks fine, its implied that because of that i see him with blinders on, or if I like a picture that everone else hates its because Im blinded by love...what makes one person blinded and another person not? how come one person can see through their "love" and see that someone truly looks bad, and I cant just because I say he looks good...to some people clay will be a joke no matter what he does..I think Clay looks good most of the time, you apparently (though I dont know you, but by your own admission) many times do not...but how come he needs to change because you think he doesnt look good, but if I think he looks good it doesnt matter? I dont know if Im making sense, but I dont have any ill feelings toward you, Im new and I dont even know you..this is something that has been in my mind based on what many people say to me..when I say I like his hair "of course you do" or "youd like him bald" or if I say I like what he's wearing "its cause your blinded by love" same thing if I like a picture..to me that minimizes my feelings, and makes me feel as if I cant be taken seriously...so while it may not be easy being somewhat negative and critical, its also not easy loving everything (or most everything) either.. dont know if Im making any sense, I just wonder how between 2 fans one can be blinded because they think he looks good...and the other see clearly because they think he looks bad.

ditto...I think he looks hot, I dont think for a minute he looks like a woman, so I cant comment on whether its ok for him to look like a woman, cause he doesnt to me... Im easy...I like a good looking man and clays a good looking man, the picture with merle is HOT..I wouldnt notice makeup if someone else didnt point it out.. I dont find Ace attractive.. those two thoughts arent related lol

I dont even get how he is "being gay" in those pictures..he looks completely the same as always to me lol I guess I dont know what it takes to be gay. (that was my way of agreeing with you..a big so what lol) anyways, Im safe and sound in California.. p.s I dont think Clay looks a bit like a girl...but I have never seen a picture where he looks like a girl to me so...there ya go lol

a few pages ago people were talking about blackberry's, I just got a blackberry pearl from my brother, he works for tmobile and his work gave them some phones for Christmas, and since he just got a G1 he gave me the brand new blackberry...we have to pay our phone bill before I can say how it works though, because we dont have service right now (but YAAAAAY for me finally having a job so this stuff wont happen again) anyways..Ive had flip phones for so long that it will be strange getting used to a non flip phone.

I cant seem to help myself lol everytime I turn around Im talking about my move again, I keep telling myself people dont want to hear about me anymore, but no luck Im just so excited for new experiences Clay content: he's so handsome..thats always content right

yeah, I will do all that when I get down there...no worries its ok, it makes me feel good when people worry about it..it means they care

I already know my pay and all that, I went through all that before I even agree'd to come...the only thing is her social worker is only giving me 43 hours a week, and living there I should get more then that, but I have to talk to her when I get down there... it'll be ok lol Ive went through everything, thought about everything and Im ok with everything a lot of me going down there is because I want a change and I want to help my friend who Im taking care of..the other stuff will fall into place.

its official, I bought a one way ticket to California Im actually surprised, I havent been able to go to spam this time, but Im going to miss it...I love the recaps, I love the stagedoors, I love knowing where he is... however, Im excited for the next thing to...Clay always surprises me, and Im ready for more surprises in the future..Ill tell you one thing, being a Clay fan is never boring