My take....if I spent $26,000 on an evening with Clay then I'd sure as hell not tell what went on. You want to know, fork out your own money. Heh, I'll live if I don't know every tiny little detail of his "private" life and I consider this private.
I paid $30 for the fan club because I'm a fan. plain and simple. I have no expectations at all. Guess I'm just easy that way.